Numpang Curcol -.-

This is going to be the last post of the day. It's late and i'm tired. I just want to say, i suffer mentally after my dad died. Family wasn't as fun as it used to be, and i'd like to thank my friends for being there for me. They might not know about my problems back then, but they sure help. I totally cherished all my friends in middle school, somehow they made my life brighter and i slowly started to heal. I was dealing with some kind of depression that only my best friend know of, or maybe some other friends. Things were tense between me and my mom. All the little things that me and my friends do really mean a lot to me even if they didn't mean as much to them. And i'd like to apologize to if i was a big pain in the ass for you guys, anyone. I never meant to be that way but that's just the way i was that time.

I'd like to announce to what will my plans be in high school. I'm tired of looking for 'the guy', you know? The one who will accept me the way i am, and blah blah blah. I don't believe in that kind of bullshit anymore. So here's my plan, in senior high i WILL be focused more than ever. I need scholarships more than you know. Anyway, i'm going to work hard and will not let my mom down, and of course my dad too up there. Hopefully, i'll make many friends in high school, but i won't let them get in the way of my studying. And hopefully, i'll make it to the student council organization, i'd like to make a tribute for school, and to be known. In junior high i was a passive student and i promise i'll be more active in the future. I'll set aside SHAME and DOUBT and will begin to hold on to PRIDE and DISCIPLINE.

Thank you, that's all.. See you tomorrow!